Januar 2010
Lebensfortschritt.
My homework not done, many chapters unread, Yet I feel like my life has come a long way. I wasn’t the loud kind; not many tears were shed, I didn’t party it up, do drugs, or make the earth shake. I was never quite into that.
I have learned many things about the cosmos, How the earth works, about countries, and how to talk. Learning was the only thing of which I’d take a daily...
this snow reminds me of how I miss days where nature is alive again.
back to the future
elliottewryan:
after discussing college this, college that, college dis, college in a hat, with my aunt (YET AGAIN - i actually love it - i’m getting advice before i have to SRSLY think about it), i decided that, if, for some reason, i don’t get accepted into my top picks: Columbia University (NYC), (i’m not ready to divulge my other choices, because i’m not 100% i love them yet), i will GLADLY...
sorry, but I really need to rant about this.
so since when was it that not wanting to listen to every band on the fucking planet made you a bad person? why is it “sad” that I like to stick to the bands that I listen to and won’t bother to listen to other bands? if you’re a music person, that’s one thing; if you’re not, it’s just music, and these people have passions that lie elsewhere. why does...
Song of the Silent
Just a reposting of something I wrote on 26. Oct 2009. I was reminded of it yesterday and I wanted to share it:
Even though our lives have moved apart, And even as friends we didn’t get very far, I still don’t exactly know what to say to you. I never made that love potion I was planning to Or repaid you for not denying me your loose friendship So I could sail around lost in this...
“If my life had a soundtrack, it would be acoustic
With songs about the way I...”
– “Calico Kitten” by Backseat Goodbye. :)
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deejross:
epicwinsauce:
honestly, I wasn’t even going that far, even though it’s definitely true. lol. I’ve just been frustrated with my lack of will to hang out with anyone I call friend—with a few exceptions of course—, something that’s happened to me all throughout my life (although I’ve never really been frustrated about it until now, knowing I can’t go back, woohoo).
come to shepherd...
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deejross:
this is the third time I’ve posted something.
epicwinsauce:
At LEAST that, but I can’t because I didn’t take that extra step. I never do, really, with almost anyone.
i suffer from this condition as well. “I’m a big pussy when it comes to talking to my crush syndrome”
D:
honestly, I wasn’t even going that far, even though it’s definitely true. lol. I’ve just been...
this is the third time I've posted something.
(I just posted the other two on my xanga.)
so you know that stupid quote, “it’s not the things you will do that you regret, it’s what you don’t do” or however it really goes? well it turns out in the end it’s true. maybe it’s just late in the night and my brain’s on the wrong dial or something, but I always believed my father when he said...
it seems that everyone is a little depressed...
or maybe that’s just me projecting myself into other people?
I’m frustrated that I don’t want to talk to other people.
I’m frustrated that I don’t feel the need to pay attention to anything except what goes on in my classes.
I’m frustrated that I miss Luke and Chris back at home but I can’t see them for another two months and a week.
I’m...
“You know, the good ol’ days weren’t always good, and...”
– Philosophy lessons by Billy Joel.
“Als das Kind Kind war, war es die Zeit der folgenden Fragen: Warum bin ich ich,...”
– -“Der Himmel über Berlin” 1996
“When the child was a child, it was the time of these questions: Why am I me, and why not you? Why am I here, and why not there? When did time begin, and where does space end? Isn’t life under the sun just a dream? Isn’t what I see, hear,...
late in the night, I write things in my phone's...
Every time I go back and forth on the way to my sister’s dorm, at least once I pass by this beautiful girl. Were I the foolish type, I would endeavor to win her heart, get to know her, or maybe even talk to her. Me, my expectations aren’t so high. I have yet to see her smile. I only wonder what she loves, what pleases her most, where her passions lie. One day I’m going to smile...
“I don’t want everything. Not by any means,at all. I’m just tired,so tired,of...”
– Chad Sugg (via beautyistheinside) (via fuckyeahbg)